While typing this entry.. Im crying as i feel sad for i will be separated from elhan mateen for the second time.. Separation anxiety sucks big time!

Others may ask why the sadness when i have leave him behind before when doing decor or makeup assignments.. The answer would be because i have to and its not negotiable.. This is due to the fact that i definitely cant bring him to my makeup assignments as its just unprofessional to do so.. While for decor, sometimes the car is not available and i can do the decors and finish earlier without elhan on site..

Seriously, i understand that they missed him and does not see him much as im staying in my parents place.. But again, i wish they would have asked me along too.. I believe if they were to do the abovementioned, things would turn out differently even if i didnt follow them..

To me, he's still young to be away from me.. Furthermore, im still breastfeeding him and formula milk is only a backup..

It is indeed tiring but it doesnt matter to me how tired i am for taking care of elhan mateen coz its all worth it when i see him smiling and laughing..

Afterall, its my duty as a mother to take care of my children..

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Ellis, Lisa, Lis
01 December 1983
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